Idgaf anymore

[Chorus]
Life was so fucking tough now I cannot see the colors
I'll keep you for myself, I love it when you make me suffer
I'll make you suffer too 'cause I'm such a motherfucker
I stopped caring for good, now I'm chilling in disaster
Life was so fucking tough now I cannot see the colors
I'll keep you for myself, I love it when you make me suffer
I'll make you suffer too 'cause I'm such a motherfucker
I stopped caring for good, now I'm chilling in disaster

[Verse]
Mixing stuff with the blood in my veins
Suck me off, give me drugs till I'm dead
Popping pills just to chill everyday
I could be normal but I chose to be a freak instеad
Fucked up my head
Bitch made mе wish I was dead
All the words she said
Made me a heartless piece of trash
I knew she's fake
But I loved her anyway
Fuck it's always the same
Always ending up betrayed
Would you pick up when I'm calling
Would you save me when I'm dying
Replaced by another shawty
Wish someone gave a fuck about me
No tears left so I'm not crying
And yeah I'd love to stop trying
But from pain I'm getting money
Know my exes wish I'm lying

[Bridge]
Took some bullets to the chest
Just to save you from the pain
End my misery and let me rest
Bitch I will haunt you everyday
Now I'm left all alone
Got no reasons to fight
So slowly let me go
Forget me, don't look back
Took some bullets to the chest
Just to save you from the pain
End my misery and let me rest
Bitch I will haunt you everyday
Now I'm left all alone
Got no reasons to fight
So slowly let me go
Forget me, don't look back

[Chorus]
Life was so fucking tough now I cannot see the colors
I'll keep you for myself, I love it when you make me suffer
I'll make you suffer too 'cause I'm such a motherfucker
I stopped caring for good, now I'm chilling in disaster
Life was so fucking tough now I cannot see the colors
I'll keep you for myself, I love it when you make me suffer
I'll make you suffer too 'cause I'm such a motherfucker
I stopped caring for good, now I'm chilling in disaster