I’m Gonna Change

I've been hiding, I've been lying
To myself, for so long
She's been crying, She's been trying
To forgive, For so long

I know when I have done it
And I'm not sure what it is
That makes me change my own inspection
Trying to change reality

I'm gonna change

I am trying, I am dying
In myself, When I've done wrong
She's been grieving, What she believed in
Was gone

I lead you down the road
Of lies and make believe
And the trust I want so deeply
Has gone there's only grief

It's a fantasy believing
There's no bumps along the road
And I am missing something real
Trying to paint a fairy tale

But I'm gonna change
I'm gonna change
My ways
Ahh ahhh
I'm gonna change
I'm gonna change
My ways
My Ways
My ways

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I'm gonna change
I'm gonna change
My ways
Ahh ahhh
I'm gonna change
I'm gonna change
My ways
My ways

Im gonna change
Im gonna change
Im gonna change