I love to pretend that you love me (prod. ZETO)

(Chorus)
I know I'm worthless like the rest.
And your trust is just a test.
I fear what pain will come next.
I wish that I cared less.

I love to pretend that you love me.
That you love me.
That you love me.
I love to pretend that you fuck me.
That you fuck me.
That you fuck me.

(Bridge)
I've been lost in a maze.
For about a thousand days.
Girl just look me in my face.
And tell me that I'm okay.

Trapped inside my thoughts not surprised.
Feeling sick to my stomach from the emotions I hide.
I'm such a fucking failure I wanna die.
And all these rumors about me made me lose all my pride.

I don't wanna go to sleep.
I've been making all these tracks but I'm ass at mixing.
So I get a shitty sound and everyone is sleeping.
I'm a mattress I deserve all of this why is it so hard to see.

(Chorus)
I know I'm worthless like the rest.
And your trust is just a test.
I fear what pain will come next.
I wish that I cared less.

I love to pretend that you love me.
That you love me.
That you love me.
I love to pretend that you fuck me.
That you fuck me.
That you fuck me.