I haven’t gone outside for months, and I don’t plan to.

I haven’t gone outside for months
Or maybe I have, but I can’t now, it’s getting colder
Every time I get home from school
I fall asleep like right away and I don’t even bother to eat
Do homework, study, or other normal things
I’m not a normal kid with normal behavior and some things
I mean I like it that way, and I don’t like it my way
And when I’m talking to myself, I feel like someone else just say

"Oh, oh, oh, oh, in this world with all these people
We are quite, quite different
Oh, oh, oh, oh, we don’t have clear minds but that’s
Ok i mean, to me it’s cool and
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, the universe is pretty, dark
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, the universe will collapse and restart from the start."

I haven’t gone outside for months
Or maybe I have, but I can’t now, it’s getting colder
Every time I get home from school
I fall asleep like right away and I don’t even bother to eat
Do homework, study, or other normal things
I’m not a normal kid with normal behavior and some things
I mean I like it that way, and I don’t like it my way
And when I’m talking to myself, I feel like someone else just say

“Oh, oh, oh, oh, in this world with all these people
We are quite, quite different
Oh, oh, oh, oh, we don’t have clear minds but that’s
Ok i mean, to me it’s cool and
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, the universe is pretty, dark
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, the universe will collapse and restart from the start."

I'm skittish sometimes