[Intro]
Ayo Vani
Yeah, yeah
[Verse]
Honestly, I done went this rap shit for me
If I ain't got ratchets on me, then they gon’ wanna hear it
Faded off these drugs, still got my mama's spirit
Hate my reflection, I broke a lot of mirrors
Addiction in my genes and I got on Amiris
The devil called but I hear God the clearest
Know I probably should've stayed in college but I got lost in lyrics
Tryna solve my problems, always end up in the same positions
Shorty ran off with my heart and soul but I never gave permission
Embarkin’ on dangerous missions
Caught up makin' great decisions
New Mulsanne, each lane, I'm switchin'
Sippin' pink, can't even think, the brain is missin'
Had a bitch who [?], I know she ain't a Christian
Too embarassed talkin’ to my therapist, it ain’t real, she just get paid to listen
Tryna stay clean but I hear them pills callin'
Brodie got cancer and passed away young but I’m still ballin'
Chemo
Then I heard the news 'bout CO
But I barely talk to Jabo
Nowadays, ain't in a position to help with anyone else but myself
And it make me sick to my stomach
I called it quits with my woman
Treat her so bad, she question love, think I’m addicted to cummin'
And I still ain't touched another bitch yet, I admit it, you won
And I ain't blown up yet, they tellin' me, "Don't trip 'cause you young"
But time rollin'
You left my heart wide open
Now I hate myself for lovin' you
I hate myself, I fuckin' hate myself, it's nothing new
I lied to myself when I put my trust in you
Now you off with another dude
Diamonds glisten mean, I hit the scene rockin' a ton of Rule
I told you that I got you and no matter what, I'm comin' through
This Codeine got me fucked up, worse than a stomach flu
I drug abuse and abuse you too
I done got too used to it, I done got too used too
Nowadays, ain't no one showin' love to me how you used to
My brothers clutchin' on hammers, they got a few loose screws
Black magic on my heart, she doin' voodoo too
Black magic
Rockin' out like Black Sabbath
Can't look back, the past tragic
Poured my heart out on the track and they laughed at it
Add the racks, do mathematics
Drivin' in that Lamb', crashin'
I'm goin' way too fast in it
[Outro]
Honestly, I done want this rap shit for me
If I ain't got ratchets on me, then they gon' wanna hear it
Faded off these drugs, still got my mama's spirit
Hate my reflection, I broke a lot of mirrors
Addiction in my genes and I got on Amiris