Feels

Blacking out so i can’t feel the pain
Feel the rain on my skin
Feel the blade bloods flowing again
In my room on the floor
Tear stains on the ground
Didn’t wanna make it sound
Like i’m running again
Can’t handle the voices
Torturous choices
Leaving me voiceless
In my own head
Now i’m looking at the sky
I can't help but wonder why i was born
When i feel like i’m better off dead
And i know that i have all these words i never said
And i know that you’re worried pretty soon i might be dead
Keep it cool bitch you talking off my head
Keep it cool keep it cool now she lying on my bed
It feels real
But i know it’s not
I get chills
When i think of us
It’s not love
I don’t thinks its lust
It’s just us
We a little nuts
It feels real
But i know it’s not
I get chills
When i think of us
It’s not love
I don’t thinks its lust
It’s just us
We a little nuts
We a little nutty
But you know that i’m your hubby
Getting tipsy sipping bubbly
Now you’re on me i won’t stop it
And these people won’t stop talking
They don’t know about our promises no no...
It feels real
But i know it’s not
I get chills
When i think of us
It’s not love
But i don’t thinks it’s lust
It’s just us
We a little nuts