Exhausted

[Verse 1]
Sitting on my front porch, sucking on a dog bone
Regretting ever last step, hoping that you come home
Wishing you were here in the end, but who's the real killer here
When the blame is put upon your head?
Clawing into gateways, puking on the front porch
Gripping onto handrails, crying out of remorse
It's really a shame
More than one trillion cells inhabit a husk
It's soon to be vacant it's dust unto dust
Disillusion is rampant and drowning and musk
And I can't see the details when written in mud
I'm jumping off a cliff bruh, so don't be mad when I switch up
You off me when I'm here but you miss me when I'm dead bruh
Now I am ashamed, but who's the one to blame
Now you stand a testament to dying off ablaze
Brain's got an itch, claim it's fake and counterfeit
[another line about my ex]
Walking down the street with my brains blown out, you know that all your talk is cheap and then it goes south
I hope you're ready when I let you down
Imma let you down

Brutally murdered when dripping in gold
But when covered in moths I am nothing but bold
Sweep you up off your feet like a knight in the dark
I am less master bruce even less lionheart
But who even said I'm colliding with mars?
Oh yeah that was me, a defunct oligarch, that claims that the land that he sits on is his but cannot keep cogs cognizant and swift

[Hook]
Such a fuckin bitch
Sitting on my front porch sucking on a dog bone
Such a fuckin bitch
Sitting on my front porch sucking on a dog bone

Bring that ukulele back

Yeah I guess that I'm happy now but I know that I'm still fucked up
Yeah I guess that I'm happy now but I know that I'm still fucked up
Yeah I guess that I'm happy now but I know that I'm still fucked up
I'm still fucked up
I'm still fucked up

[Hook]
Such a fuckin bitch
Sitting on my front porch sucking on a dog bone
Such a fuckin bitch
Sitting on my front porch sucking on a dog bone