​dysphoria

[Verse 1]
I ask myself if I'm a girl or a guy
I'm so confused inside my head and I do it all the time
I fucking hate you and your friends, please just get out of my mind
My locals wouldn't understand so I keep quiet all the time

[Chorus]
Am I a girl? Am I a guy? I just don't know what sometimes
Maybe neither or maybe I'm gay, I just don't know what to say
Am I straight or am I bi? I really wonder sometimes
And I'm scared of what people think and I get sad all the time

[Verse 2]
I should've never trusted you in the first place
I'd never thought that you would lie straight to my face
I was stupid, I was wrong, I feel dumb, I need some spacе
My future's bright, I'm alright, looking forward, I can't wait
And, god, I love my friends, еven if they piss me off
And I'm tired of my fake friends, I guess I'll just cut them off
And I get hurt way too fast, maybe it's 'cause I'm way too soft
I'm getting attached, I cannot feel, I gotta get away at all cost

[Chorus]
Am I a girl? Am I a guy? I just don't know what sometimes
Maybe neither or maybe I'm gay, I just don't know what to say
Am I straight or am I bi? I really wonder sometimes
And I'm scared of what people think and I get sad all the time