DXN’T TRY TX HURT ME , I’M ALREADY DEAD LXL

I've been focused on my grind
I don't talk about the shit that's on my mind
I would rather let it eat me up inside
Can't be talking to my peers because they're blind
Nowadays I barely feel like I'm alive
Not too many people staying by my side
I don't care 'coz either way I'm feeling fine
What the fuck have I been doing with my time?

Think I have Gotten vacant Got this void inside of me
I get dreams all the time and they giving me chills
How can I hope they come true if I die in all my dreams

Im gеtting called a psychopathic kid I can't complain
I don't like peoplе I just sit inside and hide my face
I know! I know! I'm not the greatest person nowadays
You say I'm mean I can't deny the fact that I have changed

I'm Barely keeping track of time I'm losing time am I insane?
Your morality corrupted by incompetence and lies
I'm the villain in your story I don't mind taking blame
Hope you know It's kinda different when you see it through my eyes

I been focused on my grind
I don't talk about the shit that I keep hidden in my mind
I would rather sit in silence let it eat me up inside
Can't be talking to my peers because they're arrogant and blind
I'm so cold and Nowadays I barely feel like I'm alive
Feeling flattered Not too many people staying by my side
Let them leave I could care less and either way I'm feeling fine
I'm so lost and what the fuck have I been doing with my time?