​disgusted with myself

[Verse 1]
Tilting over like the pictures on your wall
I didn't wanna meet your mom and dad
They didn't like me at all, somehow they liked me, oh
Down the line it's you and me now that don't get along, yeah
Some things aren't always better than nothing
Your love is like the ocean, and I just wanna jump in
Relationships and me, they hardly ever work
I'm tryna keep my balance, I just keep on slipping first

[Chorus]
So is it annoying I keep falling?
No, I don't wanna say goodbye
And it keeps slipping in my conscious
You're better off not being alive, oh
Oh, I'm disgusted, I wanna end it all
And watch the world turn to dust, bitch
I'm tired of seeing everybody gеt what they want
When I can't get what I need
I'm on thе fucking edge of everything
I just wanna leave

[Verse 2]
Oh, oh, oh, so is it important to you?
'Cause god knows, this shit's important to me
And I lost every part of me tryna be what they want me to be
There's a war inside my head lately, I just want peace
So is it annoying I keep falling? Can't stand on my two damn feet
I tried a thousand of times, I'm at a thousand and one
I wanna blow my fucking brains, but I don't own a gun
None of this is fun

[Chorus]
So is it annoying I keep falling?
No, I don't wanna say goodbye
And it keeps slipping in my conscious
You're better off not being alive
Oh, I'm disgusted, I wanna end it all
And watch the world turn to dust, bitch
I'm tired of seeing everybody get what they want
When I can't get what I need
I'm on the fucking edge of everything
I just wanna leave

[Outro]
I'm on the fucking edge of everything
I just wanna leave
I just wanna leave
I'm on the fucking edge of everything
I just wanna leave