Disappear

I've done everything right
Followed the bloodline
Mom fell behind, I took up the slack
Breaking my back to work of the debt
And an unthankful brother's
The thanks that I get

Eyes from the sun don't look any higher
I've only begun my sacrifice
18 years old, trapped in a life
Under the ground
I've done everything right
Feels like I'm forty
Already the man I will be when I die
Don't bother with why
Won't scream out for more
No use unearthing the boy I was before
Eyes from the sun
Don't look any higher
I've only begun my sacrifice
I brought him up, he brings me here
I'll bring him home
There's a life I'm told to lead
Push through another year
I stick with what I'm stuck
And disappear
I disappear
I've done everything right
Soon I'll just vanish
Sinking so deep that
I'm likely to drown
I keep my head down
Keep food on the shelf
Keep paying for dreams
I can't afford myself
Eyes from the sun, don't look any higher
I've only begun my sacrifice
18 years old, trapped in
A life under the ground
Pick up the slack
Pull on my boots, push through a year
And disappear