Confused

I wanna go
Far away from you
But I don't wanna know
How it feels to be alone
No I'm confused

I wanna go
Be alone
But I don't wanna know
How it feels
I wanna go
Be alone
But I don't wanna know
No I'm confused

Can never move on
'cause you're stuck in my head
I'm looking alive
But I'm mentally dead
Thought you were different
My feelings you lead
Made me forget all the shit that you said
I cannot act like I did not care
'cause girl I still love you
Man, life isn't fair
I gave you affection but you wouldn't share
So you left my heart
It's all broken and teared

Damn, my feelings you played
The end of the day
I wish that you stayed
I know it's abusing
I know it's confusing
I don't want you to be the one that I am losing
My brain you been using
My heart you been brusing
Man, what am I doing

Damn, yea
You fuel all my hate
But at the same time
I miss the first date
Fuck

I wanna go be alone
But I dont wanna know
How it feels
I wanna go
Be alone
But I dont wanna know
No I'm confused

I wanna go be alone
But I dont wanna know
How it feels
I wanna go
Be alone
But I dont wanna know
No I'm confused

You were my lover
You were my treasure
Now I hate you
'cause I put more effort
All I gave you was comfort and love
But you didn't care
And you gave zero fucks
I still can't believe that it's really over
Deep down inside
I'm broken and sober
What hurts more is that we can never make up
Wish I feel asleep and never wake up
Now in the end
I truely know
That you weren't the one
Your feelings still show
But it's hella confusing
'cause deep down low
My head's just let go
But my heart's saying no
Damn I can't make up my mind
I love you and hate you
Must leave it behind
I just want to push you off of a cliff
Then jump right after
Just slip in the abyss

I wanna go be alone
But I dont wanna know
How it feels
I wanna go
Be alone
But I dont wanna know
No I'm confused

I wanna go be alone
But I dont wanna know
How it feels
I wanna go
Be alone
But I dont wanna know
No I'm confused

You wanted to play all these games and shit
Looking for me to blame and shit
Fucking with my brain and shit
You got me going insane and shit
And I also thought
What we had was real
You said forever together, the deal
But as of right now
I dont even feel
'cause I'm used to the pain
When you disappear

Yea
I'm just depressed
You ripped my heart
Right out of my chest
Wanna throw our pictures into the fire
Then save it with water
'cause you're all I desire

So in conclusion
Do I still have feelings?
I really don't know
You left my heart bleeding
All you gave me was dishearted [?]
I hate you so much
But please text me back

I wanna go
Far away from you
But I don't wanna know
How it feels to be alone
No I'm confused