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Don't speak I'm sorry that you've been away
Heard you call me earlier today
Can't quite hardly find the words to say
But I keep wanting to say them to your face

Oh God I miss you
Always have these thoughts again
Lately that's an issue
Cause I'm slowly losing tread
But as far as I can tell
You've been doing well
Might run white, just my type
Flow through my blood cells

She won't keep it real
Loves to lie, and act shy
She don't know how it feels
To half cry, and half smile
While tryna fight your tears
Baby just face your fears
Don't let em bring trouble
Vision get tunneled
End up wasting a few years

Popped Three addies and I'm not coming down
I just need these sedatives to keep myself up in the clouds
I know you must hate me now
Suns falling; I'm heading out
Can't stay the night, gotta catch flight
But I know I'll see you around

Try to run but
I just seem to fall behind
And I Can't get unstuck
Or seem to make my stars align
God I wish that I would die
Come guide me in, walk towards the light
I need a friend, in my darkest night
To help me find some peace of mind\

Oh God I miss you
Always have these thoughts again
Lately that's an issue
Cause I'm slowly losing tread
But as far as I can tell
You've been doing well
Might run white, just my type
Flow through my blood cells