This is the first song on Charm’s debut album: Yayamager. In the song, Charm explains some of his nostalgic feelings and his negative view on the present.
The lyrics in the song is structured cleverly, with the hook explaining how life is terrible now, but how it used to be so good. The first verse...
[Hook]
I used to worry bout nothing and have it so fine
Looking at girl like she gorgeous she mine
No complaints about the life
But i hate everything now, guess we’re changing the times
Only hear silence i miss the sound
Why no people want me around
I’ve been loosing im so down
I'm hating this life i might blow my brain out
[Verse 1]
I might look at girl and then i kiss her
Fuck around my girl and i do hit ya
Ain't nobody fucking gonna diss her
I might be the end of your decision
I got in way to deep
You can touch but you can't see
I feel like i'm loosing my sleep
I feel like i'm loosing my sleep
Cry me a river girl i got a tissue
Really fuck around i smoke shisha
Really do forget that i do miss her
But i don't worry girl i hit ya
I tryna to change position
Bur first girl i need your permission
Im a boy and i'm one a mission
Why you push me so persistent
I like girls and i like to party
Im full speed ahead brrr like a Harley
I’m smoking my ganja just like a Marley
My dreads are swanging, rastafari (i beat him)
What you wanna do, tell the teacher? (you did ya)
Running scared away from Adidas (the sneakers)
Everyone can see that i beat ya
Oh no no no them feela’
I don't do no damage, for you
I can be your savage, for you
I can eat your salad, that's true
Girl you should be with me, that's true
Call me daddy-dad, fuck a girl and then i'm done with that
Call me daddy-dad, fuck a girl and then i'm done with that
Oh na-na na-na naa
Oh na-na na-na naa
[Bridge]
Hotline Bling
Mean one thing
Oh wow yeah
Ouuu
[Hook]
I used to worry bout nothing and have it so fine
Looking at girl like she gorgeous she mine
No complaints about the life
But i hate everything now, guess we’re changing the times
Only hear silence i miss the sound
Why no people want me around
I’ve been loosing im so down
I'm hating this life i might blow my brain out
[Verse 2]
Hide like a master in a dojo
Why do you search for what you dont know
I'm not what you think i'm not immortal
When i get the courage i go portal
I dont know what to say
Im feeling the wrong type of way
Im hating my life and i'm hating this day
Wish everyone, man, could feel the same way
I invited kids but nobody wanted to come yeah
You see me all alone building cone yeah
Im really in this death-kinda zone yeah
I dont really like life, like i'm supposed to
Maybe i do need the change for you
Iv’e been so alone like Chihiro
My parents split up like way ago
Everyone so greedy like pigs ya know
Then i had a period of selling drugs, man i could'nt stop
Got so much money until i got robbed
Like oh no no, like oh no no
I’m sorry to say this, i hate that i made it
The cold is so fine and define is my placement
If you haven't read it, you're reading to lazy
Don't hear my thoughts, my thoughts are crazy
Cause i been way to deep ya ya
Regret the shit i did mama
Flawless speaking on my mind
I tell them tales that i'm behind
I wanna have a family and laughter
Every son, got damn, needs his father
I wanna be strong enough for a daughter
Someday Im New York but today i'm Georgia
[Birdge]
Hotline Bling
Mean one thing
Oh wow yeah
Ouuu
[Hook]
I used to worry bout nothing and have it so fine
Looking at girl like she gorgeous she mine
No complaints about the life
But i hate everything now, guess we’re changing the times
Only hear silence i miss the sound
Why no people want me around
I’ve been loosing im so down
I'm hating this life i might blow my brain out
[Outro]
Yaaiyaaiyaaiyaa
Charm-da-da-dam-dam!
Blow My Brain Out was written by Charm.
Charm released Blow My Brain Out on Fri May 25 2018.