Attack on Titan

Call me Muhammad Ali this ain’t a fight it’s a brawl match
Me versus the world and my fist are in all caps
So with all that, but a question was the source of my rage
........ with age
But i feel like i’ve been forced in a cage
After i solve that, too reactive
Even after an off day
This part of me has no color it was printed in all grey
For god sakes
Why the hell am i this way
I got everything to prove, but i have nothing else in .....
I just-
I don’t even know why the fuck i’m even here
I’m given ears
But i emotionally break and disappear
It’s been years since i have felt like i am all here
Im all tears
Trying to drown this side of me but i just draw fear
I keep digging deep inside to find my motivation
All i find’s another source of anger looking for an altercation
How do you convey that you need help without appearing desperate
Damn
Can’t even look in the mirror
Left with the fear of uncertainty
But here, you can have what’s left of me
I’m hoping you’ll find life in the death of me
Metaphorically speaking you been dead to me
Looking for a way to grow through melodies
But i don’t know where i am

I been feeling lost i need some distance
I don’t wanna talk cause i don’t wanna hear you say
That it’s gonna be okay because it isn’t
No guidance and i don’t know where i am
I been feeling lost (i been feeling lost)
Maybe this is who i am (i been feeling lost)

Yo
I used to drink my sorrows after long days working and hating life
Picking pieces up from people i’ve broken to make it right
With a random but knew that i wasn’t gon’ stay the night
Just avoided who i had at the crib so we didn’t fight
That’s a lost soul, a dark road i was driving down
Drop songs, knowing response, did it without a sound
Crickets in the crowd, wanted to make my mama proud
Looking in the mirror, i’m acting just like my father now
Who is y’all becoming
...... nothing that i wanted
Need to get back on my feet again
I was broke without a dollar
Catch a bus and go to college
Then i ride and kill the beat again
Get home when it’s 3am
Off to work to make some M’
Just so i can pay the rent
Looking back i saw the learning curve
Everything that happened made me better than i’ve ever been

I been feeling lost i need some distance
I don’t wanna talk cause i don’t wanna hear you say
That it’s gonna be okay because it isn’t
No guidance and i don’t know where i am
I been feeling lost
I been feeling lost (feeling lost, feeling lost)
I been feeling lost (lost)