The first remix of many during my first year of making music with my own vocals.
The original artwork was very different as it was from a photoshoot. After looking at it, I realized it was too good for just a throwaway track and am saving it for something else.
[Intro]
Spencer, man, what're you—
[Chorus: jequya, Spencer MB, Both]
I've been feelin' like I've lost it, it's lame
I am feelin' like I'm desolate, I need space (Ooh-ooh)
Nothing but just emptiness for me, go away
I'm laughin' at myself, it's overwhelming, ooh-ooh
I can't keep on goin' on like this, it's not right
Always have these tingles when I'm left alone (Ooh-ooh)
I feel so excited or so mellow, ooh-ooh
I feel as my mind is trapped in a cell (Ooh-ooh)
I got other things to do, this ain't for you
In the void, I'm hidin', keep it on the low (Ooh-ooh)
Sippin' on some fruit juice for my soul
[Bridge: saikyo, Spencer MB]
My soul, I love myself (Oh-oh)
Never ruin my soul (Never, never)
Oh-oh, I don't know your core (Oh-whoa)
I'm livin' my own world (My own world)
[Verse: Spencer MB]
Uh, yeah, I ain't even know you're gone
What she say right now? She gone
Yeah, she leave me 'lone (Yeah), on my own
She dunno I split my wrists on the low (On the low)
Yeah, she done left me, left me in my zone (Wha'? Wha'?)
What she say? Ooh, ooh, what she say right now?
Wha'? Wha'? She wants me to kill myself
I should ask but I don't want help (No)
She faker than neon (Than neon)
Leave me in my hell, that's where I belong (I belong)
Lost in my own abyss, wha'? Wha'?
Now she, now she flip, flip (Flip, yeah)
Tellin' me she love me 'n' all that shit
Nah, nah-nah-nah, I ain't wit' it, I ain't wit' it (Nah, nah)
Lost the plot, stuck behind the shyness (Yeah-yeah)
Spencer, man, what're you—
Lost sight, don't know where I'm flyin' (Flyin')
I ain't the pilot, I ain't the pilot (No), I done lost my mind (Ooh-ooh)
(Yeah-yeah-yeah)
[Chorus: jequya, Spencer MB, Both]
I've been feelin' like I've lost it, it's lame (Ooh-ooh)
I am feelin' like I'm desolate, I need space
Nothing but just emptiness for me, go away (Ooh-ooh)
I'm laughin' at myself, it's overwhelming, ooh-ooh
I can't keep on goin' on like this, it's not right
Always have these tingles when I'm left alone
I feel so excited or so mellow, ooh-ooh
I feel as my mind is trapped in a cell
I got other things to do, this ain't for you
In the void, I'm hidin', keep it on the low
Sippin' on some fruit juice for my soul (My soul)
[Outro: Spencer MB]
(Lost sight, don't know where I'm flyin')
(I ain't the pilot, I ain't the pilot, I done lost my mind)
Oh-whoa
abyzz (Remix) was written by Spencer MB.
abyzz (Remix) was produced by ddertbAg & Simply Funk.
Spencer MB released abyzz (Remix) on Mon Aug 25 2025.