E. G. Shining

I’ve only got myself to blame
I want to take my chance and pray
You’d better not stand in my way
Yeah all around me is shining today

I plot my future, see which way it maps
I mind the pitfalls and fill the gaps
Imagine I really know where it’s at
To try to prevent this collapse

Can’t seem to find my pair
Though I searched everywhere
Can’t seem to find my pair
Though I searched everywhere

There’s a thousand thoughts shining in my brain
I’m filled with thoughts and feelings I can’t explain
I’m filled with notions and hopes I can’t sustain
Oh how I hope to pick myself up again

I’ve only got myself to blame
Hopе for the future is starting to fade
Yеah I was hoping for me and for you
Oh did you hope, did you hope for me too?