because I could not wait for death

He turned and said, “You ask much of me”
How can I make it go away?
What can I do?
What can I do?

Then I said, “Why can’t you hold me?
Why can’t you fuck me?
Why can’t you kiss me like you kissed her?"

I said, “Do you still think of her?”
He just sighed and turned away
He said, “What can I do?”
What can I do?

And I said, “Why can’t you look at me?
Why can’t you fuck me?
Why can’t you kiss me like you kissed her?”

I took his gun and shot him through his heart
As he lay there with his wooden eyes

I said, “Why didn’t you hold me?
Why didn’t you fuck me?
Why didn’t you kiss me like you kissed her?”
You kissed her
You kiss slowly