Libertine Dissolves

I married into the fly trap
I sunk into suburban sand
Victimized by restlessness
Blacking out in the lion's mouth

I laughed at the cigarette stain;
Inhaling black on the blinds
And cried at the digital bulb blasts
On the frames of my memory

I am transparent
Denied, segregate
From the obvious
Drunk and despairing, sick

"I loved a girl I'll never speak to again
I spoke to a girl I never stopped loving
I never stopped loving her"

I am transparent
Denied, segregate
From the obvious
Drunk and despairing, sick

I am transparent
Denied, segregate
From the obvious

I am transparent
Denied, segregate
From the obvious
Drunk and despairing, sick

From the obvious
From the obvious