3AM Interlude

HeyTaewon
I be in my feelings, can you tell, you hear my music
But what do you expect when you gave the trenches your heart and they abused it
Gunshots, sirens ringing give me butterflies
I'm traumatized, it give me flashbacks to when somebody died
Aye Chris, remember playing on that Xbox?
Who woulda thought from shooting on the game to tryna stretch opps
So when I got that call, shit it damn near left me paralyzed
Ever since I always tried to be someone they terrified
I know the homies, they don't understand but when did tryna be a father to my daughter make me lesser of a man?
Driving SRT's, remember driving minivans
And I'm tryna pop a opp before I go and pop a xan
Told my shorty I ain't perfect but I'm worth it
We was only fifteen, Roy locked for attempted murder
And Alex doin' juvenile life for something he ain't do
My bitch was trippin' bout some shit that she knew, that ain't true
Camryn got killed for some shit that he ain't do
When everyone round me were some killers, what that make you
I'm a thug tho, six figures I got my cake up
Late nights consuming all these drugs, hope I don't wake up
I'm tryna kill somebody for all the times that they played us
Cherish who you love 'cause when they gone, you can't make up
Intoxicated, somebody take my keys
I been poppin' pills 'til I can't breathe
Aye