Note If I Die

[Intro]
(I ain't really trippin' if you wanna go)
(Grab that pen, this my note if I die)
(I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road)
(I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone)
(Got my family down, just incase if I die)
(213-267-9932, girl you know-ow-ow)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, this my note if I die
Think I tried to write this song three hundred seventy times
I could never say this, but I think, I think (Think I think)
For a reason that's so much bigger than me, yeah
I know you be down and depressed
Old life in a mess
Wanna die? Fear of life?
Yessir, I feel that shit
Yessir, I feel that way
Don't know why life is gray
I got it all, least they say, got it all, least they say
But they don't see my problems trapped in the mirror
Scary, but for some reason feel my endin' is near (Yeah)
My past keep gettin' blurry, but it's all come to clear
The things I tell you go right in and then right out of your ears

[Chorus]
Listen to me, I need help (I need help)
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)
Look around, is anybody else here? (Yeah)
Look around, is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help (I need help)
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?

[Bridge]
(I ain't really trippin' if you wanna go)
(Grab that pen, this my note if I die)
(I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road)
(I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone)
(Got my family down, just incase if I die)
(213-267-9932, girl you know-ow-ow)
(Is anybody else here?)
(Is anybody else here?)

[Verse 2]
Yeah, pray to God some more, got me thinkin' less
Religion in my blood, check my DNA (Check that)
I make love long before I say, "I do"
Family tell me it ain't right
Been like, "This ain't nothing new"
What I do is what I do
Tryna become happy by the time I'm twenty-two (Twenty-two)
You can hate my actions but admire how I do
I'ma-I'ma keep it blunt, always keep it real with you
The things inside my head be depression and doubt
Kinda funny how I mask my depression with clout
Self-esteem in the dirt, check my follower count
I'll be empty by the end of the night, by the end of the night

[Chorus]
Listen to me, I need help (I need help)
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?
Listen to me, I need help (I need help)
Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)
Look around, is anybody else here?
Look around, is anybody else here?

[Outro]
(I ain't really trippin' if you wanna go)
(I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road)
(I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone)
(213-267-9932, girl you know-ow-ow)